Thursday, January 10, 2013
Walking the Dog: Simple but Profound
At first, I looked at this dog walk as an annoyance. In the beginning weeks of June when we got her, I worried about the walks. Do I have to walk her in the rain and how? I did not want any more messes in the carpet which were abundantly occurring at the time so I worried every step of the way. Was she going to pee and was she going to poop? Do I need to walk longer to make sure? Blah, blah, blah, but this was the way I thought.
I have evolved and I barely pay attention to her pee and poop except that I have to pick up the poop. It just took time and practice.
First, it was the heat of the summer, and I used an umbrella to help shield the burning heat and to avoid more sun exposure. Then, when it is raining, I used an umbrella. What a novel idea, it's raining so I used an umbrella! And recently, the temperature was in the high 30's and I prepared accordingly.
This routine of walking Annie despite the weather has taught me that I can do things that I didn't think I could. It's a simple act but it carries symbolic meaning. No matter what, she wants to walk, her desire translates to forcing me into the activity that at first, overwhelmed me with indecision and FEAR. Here is another example of "You don't know you are there until you are there." When I realized that the basic format to walk the dog, was to put the proper attire on and go, it became so much easier and even enjoyable. The routine of it, helped me realize that despite what is going on, rain or shine, I can persevere. Very, very simple, but very profound for me.
And it doesn't hurt that she is always happy to see me.