Yes, these are first world problems.
Usually after a VBS morning, I take to the bed for some time to rest in the afternoon but that was not happening at all. I ended up running errands every day and it was the kind of week where at the end of the day my legs (and mind) ached for stillness. Each day random remodeling errands came up and needed to be taken care of especially since we were leaving town.
Yesterday, I was invited to a yoga class by a friend who has a condo at the place we are staying. I really wanted to go as I have not been to a class in so long. I practice at home using my 15 minute DVD. I tell myself that a class is going to be too hard and I put up mental road blocks. A while back I wrote about making it into something I was "supposed to" do because it is so good in so many ways for me which then killed it for me. I no longer want to do anything that anybody tells me to do, even my own "shouldisms."
The night before yoga, I had gone to bed with a newly acquired cold and loaded up on Nyquil. Also, my knees started bothering me about 2 months ago. I started taking Condroitin/Glucosamine several weeks ago to see if that helped and it did, until I played in the Gulf in the waves and uneven sand. My right hand now gets achy in the middle if I use it without proper form. I have to watch what I do with it, like not pick up 18x18 floor tiles pincher style.
Oh, and that first day of VBS, I picked up Annie the dog to put her into her kennel for safety away from all of the male workers, and have had lower back pain ever since. Our sweet beagle weighs 25 pounds.
So snot running down my face, achy back, achy knees and hand, do I go to yoga? As I pulled on the now necessary reader glasses to figure out the adult dosage for children's daytime cold medicine, it struck me that this is the marrow of life that I have to accept. How I accept these aches and pains and snot, (or even worse things) are how the quality of my life will be. Acceptance has become my new mantra. It has become so clear to me that my thoughts shape my life.
I think of all of the years that I spent my time thinking I couldn't. Yet I can.
"All that we are is the result of what we have thought. The mind is everything. What we think we become" ~Buddha
He was one righteous dude.
I totally enjoyed the yoga class. And at VBS as I walked around with four classes of Kindergarteners all week, I was reminded once again that everything we need to know in life we learn in kindergarten.